.. kring studenten.

kommer jag verkligen att kunna ta studenten?

i dagsläget så känns det inte så.

jag har så sjukt mycket kvar, en massa uppgifter att lämna in.

varför var jag så dum och inte jobbade när det behövdes?

och jag tar ju mig inte manken till och pluggar hemma heller,

jag hittar alltid på något annat att göra. fuck it!

ska verkligen försöka att göra massa ikväll, någon som kanske har lust att hjälpa mig?

snälla?

nu när man kom till skolan så visar det sig att max, våran historialärare, var sjuk.

så nu ska vi bara sitta hela förmiddagen och göra sånt vi inte gjort.

men jag är trött...

måndag, och en vecka innan praktik.

somnade vid två-halv tre inatt, fett jobbigt.

hatar när jag mår såhär, men jag tog mig upp iallafall.

nu på morgonen har vi historia, sen har vi samhälle.

efter skolan vet jag inte riktigt vad det blir..

åka hem, eller stan en sväng? hmm.

ska ta och göra mig iordning nu, sen röra mig mot bussen.

skriver när jag sitter på skolan.

nu har det hänt åter igen.

ångestattacker och depression.

vad ska jag ta mig till?

antidepp piller kanske?

jag klarar inte det här något mera.

jag orkar inte..

det gör ont i hjärtat, jag vet inte varför.

allt är ju borta..

varför gör det fortfarande ont? ska det göra ont i resten av mitt liv?

jag är depp...

She's a yellow pair of running shoes
A holey pair of jeans
She looks great in cheap sunglasses
She looks great in anything
She's I want a piece of chocolate
Take me to a movie
She's I can't find a thing to wear
Now and then she's moody.

She's a Saturn with a sunroof
With her brown hair a-blowing
She's a soft place to land
And a good feeling knowing
She's a warm conversation
That I wouldn't miss for nothing
She's a fighter when she's mad
And she's a lover when she's loving.

Chorus:
And she's everything I ever wanted
And everything I need
I talk about her, I go on and on and on
'Cause she's everything to me.

She's a Saturday out on the town
And a church girl on Sunday
She's a cross around her neck
And a cuss word 'cause it's Monday
She's a bubble bath and candles
Baby come and kiss me
She's a one glass of wine
And she's feeling kinda tipsy.

She's the giver I wish I could be
And the stealer of the covers
She's a picture in my wallet
Of my unborn children's mother
She's the hand that I'm holding
When I'm on my knees and praying
She's the answer to my prayer
And she's the song that I'm playing.

Chorus:
And she's everything I ever wanted
And everything I need
I talk about her, I go on and on and on
'Cause she's everything to me.

She's the voice I love to hear
Someday when I'm ninety
She's that wooden rocking chair
I want rocking right beside me
Everyday that passes
I only love her more
Yeah, she's the one
That I'd lay down my own life for.

And she's everything I ever wanted
And everything I need
She's everything to me
Yeah she's everything to me.

Everything I ever wanted
And everything I need
She's everything to me...

I remember sayin' I don't care either wayJust as long as he or she is healthy I'm okThen the doctor pointed to the corner of the screenAnd said "Ya see that thing right there well ya know what that means"And I started wondering who he was going to beAnd I thought heaven help us if hes anything like meHe'll probably climb a tree to tall and ride hes bike to fastEnd up every summer wearin something in a castHes gonna throw a ball and break some glass in a window down the streetHes gonna get in trouble oh hes gonna get in fightsIm gonna lose my temper and some sleepIt safe to say that im gonna get my pay back if hes anything like meI can see him right now knees all skinned upWith a magnifying glass tryin to melt the Tonka truckWont he be a sight with his football helmet onThat'll be his first love til his first love comes alongHe'll get his heart broke by the time hes in his teensAnd heaven help him if hes anything like meHe'll probably stay out to late and drive his car to fastGet a speeding ticket he'll pay for mowing grassHes gonna get caught skippin class and be ground for a weekHes gonna get in trouble we're gonna get in fightsIm gonna lose my temper and some sleepIts safe to say that im gonna get my pay back if hes anything like meHes gonna love me and hate me along the wayYears are gonna fly by I already dread the dayHes gonna hug hes momma hes gonna shake my handHes gonna act like he cant wait to leaveBut as he drives out he'll cry hes eyes outIf hes anything like me,There's worse folks to be like,Aw he'll be alright if hes anything like me

nu har lillasyster åkt hem, och jag funderar på att kolla på the simpsons movie.

ligger just nu och kollar på simpsons på 6an, vilken kärlek det är! :)

blir nog bara slappt idag tror jag, inget planerat iallafall.